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by Daniella Erynn J

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released December 17, 2014

All music composed, recorded, mixed and performed by Daniella Erynn J.

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Track Name: The Architect
I'm standing up inside of a roofless room,
The ceilings crumbling down,
Where the sea is reaching for me,
Cause the creature crouching outside,
Is staring down at me.
And terror starts to shake my knees till I forget to breathe.

There's an Architect of my dreams,
Who I'm dying to meet.
There's an Architect of my dreams,
Who's unstitching at my seams.
The creatures who play inside are starting to scream,
Crawling around my room until I don't want to see anymore.

Cause it stays 'till the end, 'till the end.

I came up to the surface,
To wake up next to you.
But the weight of the water is pulling us down.
That's when the Architect it starts to laugh and say
You won't ever leave,
Cause I've got my claws on you, he says,
You won't ever leave.

Cause it stays 'till the end, 'till the end.

'Till the end.
Track Name: A Pair of Eyes
My wrist was resting on your shoulder,
Mingling chains,
And there I find a few inches from you.
I suppose I would have met you for the first time,
With a heart, a pair of eyes.

Instead, A few steps back, a new disguise.
Cause they know what I'm trying to hide,
A love so bitter-sweetly timed.
With a heart, a pair of eyes.

How strange to think six months could instill such a change.
Fill a void and spawn one new,
Incredible you.

How susceptible am I to involuntary crimes?
At these times I lose my desire.
You've gently rewired undoubtedly me,
Just a burner a casualty,
With your heart, the darkest eyes.

We know how this ends,
With what you're about to see,
That this is where the image bends,
Where your eyes grow a little bit colder, older.

As my wrist drifts from your shoulder,
Disconnected chains, afraid.
I suppose, that this could be the last time,
With your heart, My sleepless eyes.
Track Name: Written In Me
Saw your name today in an open drawer of memories that I'd locked away.
I'm sorry that I couldn't be the cure, the remedy,
A piece to your every things,
Cause you mean, you mean everything.

Tell me is it wrong dear,
to stand here so close to the edge,
Just to breathe dear,
It's just that time of day again where your laugh opens up this door inside my head,
That needs to just ask you,
Show you,
Why you're not by my side, by my side.

By my side.

So this is our last goodnight,
Cause you've been burning out since last night,
You are the love, the memory, the last letter written in me,
And everywhere I look, you're all I see.
Did you ever think I could be?

By your side.
Track Name: They Said
Here I stand,
Where the colour seems to fade,
Calling but you can't,
Just like always,
This is where your words turn sideways again,

Somewhere around four,
I was watching the dice fall in your room,
Waiting for the sea to take me home,
Cause the floor is caving in underneath me.

So babe take me around again,
Just don't pull over,
Cause he says, he says, Slow Down,
Darling, I.

If I could go back,
I'd repaint the marks on our skin.
But you pack all your bags,
And I'd hide my face.

Tonight I'm just a passenger that's going to fast
And I'm not coming back.

So babe take me around again,
Just don't pull over,
Cause he says, he says, Slow Down,
Darling, I,
I can hardly see what's in front of me.

I see I'm losing sight of you again,
So let a stranger phone me in,
Yeah, these lights will pull you down and out,
With the crowd to where my body has been sleeping,
My body has been burning.

So babe take me around again,
Just don't pull over,
Cause they said Slow Down,
Darling, I can hardly breathe,

When only one is here, watching.
Track Name: Vessels
Well tonight when we turn to stone,
We'll share the concern,
That maybe these words were deleted with our bodies down the stairs.

And the Hate flies between you and me,
From the place we used to call love.
But the door is locked,
As we destroy each other.

Into the corners of the basement,
Where the wreckage was discovered, and our skin,
You turn to me,
Is this really all that's left of what they used to call
You and I?

The scars on our arms would show you
All the nights of lying in cold water,
Bring your cold heart closer, colder heart.

Into the corners of the basement,
Where the wreckage was discovered, and our skin,
You turn to me,
Is this really all that's left of what they used to call
You and I?

We built doors in the dark,
And you say there's not much more that I can take,
That I don't know about these days,
And love, you've seen a darker side of me,
But don't think this way of me, Love.

Into the corners of the basement,
Where the wreckage was discovered, and our skin,
You turn to me,
Is this really all that's left of what they used to call
You and I?
Track Name: Shade
They opened a tap at the end of my body,
Watched all the blood drain out,
And it's just gone, there's nothing left.
This life is poison, a shade,
A device to kill the body,
I will not stay.

My God you are the only thing that can save me from myself.
Track Name: Three Inches
Remember when we became vampires,
Now we tell stories about the end of the world.
Your mother doesn't like me,
All in good reason,
And I get the feeling that you're not quite satisfied
With this life it's like
You're waiting for something to pick you up.

And on a Thursday night,
We found ourselves in that parking lot,
Like we'd take our time with the windows rolled up.
There, we'd rip our lungs wide open for about three inches of relief,
Cause you swear your head is starting to spin around your neck.

For the moment we were whole,
For the moment we were bright,
Under the haze, under the damage we'd done,

But it's okay.

And it's okay.

For the moment we were whole,
For the moment we were bright,
Under the haze, under the damage we'd done.
Track Name: To Keep Quiet
My love has become an ingredient of sleep,
I love the way that your hands tighten around my waist,
To keep quiet, to keep quiet.

With your back to the floor,
Your heart becomes a drum between my teeth,
My fears can not grip me,
I'm learning to be better.
Clear nights in your arms,
I'll catch fire,
I am home cause you're here.

You'll be where I find sleep easily.
You'll be where my heart beats the best beside you,
The one it loves.

I brushed against your love,
Placed my palms on your collar bones,
And I saw,
The way we move to the floor,
As if the wait was nothing,
Like we've been each other's for years.

You'll be where I find sleep easily,
You'll be where my heart beats the best beside you
The one it loves,
Clear nights in your arms,
My incredible,
I caught fire.
Track Name: S-4
Brother, do not sleep tonight.
The embrace you offer is everything to him,
As we struggle to breathe, to get out, to get out.

I watch from the stairwell,
And think about the things we thought we needed to move on,
I am a vessel, unresolved.
We speak of the past as if we could go back.

Sink with me.

I'm learning to heal with the Lord and my loves,
Take my hand,

These apparitions I can not save,
My guilt, my shame,
Let them sink,
When the ocean comes to swallow everything.

It's alright, It's alright,

We Understand.